Ok, so this blog is about one little comment my cousin Tess at home said at the end of an e-mail she sent me. She just told me about how things were going at home, how much she missed me, what plans she had, wondering what plans i had and so on...at the end she said "Make every second count"...let me type that again...MAKE EVERY SECOND COUNT!!!!! That really hit home right now, cause we are in the last weeks of ministry. My ministry at the school is done now, so i have to figure out where to go and what to do. I am soo tempted to just take this last week and do what i want to do. I am so worn out physically, mentally and spiritually. I am so excited about going home, but i know my heart will yearn for Swaziland. I really want to just not keep going, not run that last stetch of this race. I was figuring out what i wanted to do when i got this e-mail. I had not told Tess anything about how I felt, and she effected me more by this statement than you could possibly understand. It made me realize that even though my ministry was done, I still had some time. I could still effect people, i could still tell people how much Jesus loves them. I could still hold little kids and say  "Jesu ya kutanza"..which means Jesus loves you! I still had time, i still had a ministry. The ministry of telling others about Jesus. That ministry has been my ministry the whole time, i have just been calling it other things...Teaching, Paperwork, Carepoint checkups, whatever. I have had this ministry from the beginning, i have just not remembered. Now i have that chance to do that ministry by its name.  So ya, Until every ear has heard!  So thank you Tessy for reminding me! Its so easy to forget that this is what we are all called to. Ill be home soon!   Love     ~Nessa~