Ok so i have no idea what i want to write about, so im just gonna go and see what happens. I think I am gonna talk about the fact that i want a little black baby!! No just kidding. But seriously though, I dont know if you will understand this, but i will try my best to explain....I want to be a mommy...simple enough right??...Well i want to be a mommy of millions and nations...a little more complicated huh?!?!....Let me try to explain. I LOVE children and I love being a part of their lives. We have had alot of children in our team house lately and i've loved it! Having 6-8 little black adorable baby boys and girls in our house running around, getting a bath and then running aroung with just a big t-shirt on and their undies!! Its sooo cute, but back to the point, I want that in my daily life. I want to have to run around chasing them down and dancing with them and playing ,bathing and putting them to bed. I know you all probably think im crazy, but its what i want. So the point of this is that i was telling a lady that i've been working with about this and how i want to start an orphanage and school. I want a big house for my tons of kids. She told me to keep praying and maybe my dream would come true. So I went home that night and woke up and my team mate told me she had a dream with me in it.(I hadnt told her anything about the previous conversation). She told me that i was in a house with like 15 rooms in it and each room and bunkbeds and there were kids running everywhere. Thye were black, white, and every other color too!! hehe!! I was so happy to hear this! The Lord is soo good! I've always said, "I'm gonna have and orphanage", but it was just a far off dream. Well Im'm done with thinking its far off. It could be soon!! I dont even know how to express this in words, but it filled my heart with so much joy and helped me realize that I am putting God in a box thinking that it could never happen, well im not anymore. I have LEAPED out of that box and a ready fore whatever God has called me to do! LORD..IM YOURS.....LEAD ME IN YOUR FOOTSTEPS!!!! Im ready to go to the ends of the earth..(well im almost there...:) ).....Until every ear has heard!!!  I will GO!!!  Im so emotional right now!! hehe!! anywya, thats my blog..if it doesnt make sense i apologize.....    Love  ~NESSA~