WARNING!!!! EXTREMELY INSANE BABBLE BELOW!!

   
Ok, so we have been cleaning the house all day and I drank a TAG energy drink to get energy and it has just kicked in! I dont know why i decided to write a blog about it, i just did! This blog has no moral meaning or anything, i just wanted to write it!! So yeah i don't know why, but i am in a really good mood. I'm thinking its because my birthday is in 5 days and i will officially be 18!! (You wouldn't think that now as im sitting here with a bucket on my head :) ) But i honestly believe that you dont always have to act your age.. i mean what fun is it to grow up and have more responsibilities and just work and worry about money, life and how your gonna get through life. I miss being little and having people just say "do this" and "do that" and you had to listen because when your little you dont have an opinion about what you do, whether you want to or not, you just do it because if you dont and decide you do want an opinion, you know you will get in trouble and you DEFINATELY dont want to do that! ok, so i know i said that this wasn't gonna have a moral meaning or anything, but i just thought of one. When your younger you know better than to argue with your parents, but as you get older and your relationship gets stronger, you
start having normal conversations and having an opinion and sometimes disagreeing with stuff. It is kind of like with your relationship with God. When it is new, you do good, you have this feeling like that you are NEVER gonna disobey God and you know you shouldn't. But as you become to know God through the years, your relationship with him becomes stronger and you feel more comfortable and start having opinions about stuff. I think that makes sense, maybe im soo tired it will only make sense to me, but i think its like the scripture that says, come to me with a childlike faith. We should all have newly developed child like faith as we grow closer to him, not just when its new and we are just starting out. Once again if this doesn't make sense, i am sorry, i am really hyper and at the same time really tired! So yeah, there does my random thought for the night and my LONG blog i promised!!     Love Always, ~Vanessa~